..Ben, Ben, Cal, Mel..

kelly clarkson number 1 always (duh right?)

Yo.. watching the vma'05 on mtv. Haven't gotten off the couch since i woke up and collapse onto it. I'm living a fat and gross lifestyle. But very happy lar so nevermind. So happy seeing kelly clarkson bagging the awards. Actually read about it and knew most of the results a long time ago but then still very happy to see her receive them. Sad.. Somehow i feel that the rest of the artistes aren't exactly very fond of her. She's just too.. chirpy and different from the rest of them. I'm totally in love with her style and all.. She's still the person that i saw on the 1st american idol. Gutsy, funky, and fully confident of her powerful vocals. Hmm.. just less happy i guess. All the pressure from the media.. she must have been through quite a lot the past few years. All those avril lavigne shoving, Joel madden's verbal attack, 'fake rocker' criticisms all that shit.. She just seems too special to be enduring all this. Ah just wish her all the best! And as what i told her personally when i met her in the perfect 10 studio (yaaa im still gloating over it~~~), i will support her always. Oh btw my chemical romance's live performance sucked. Hm. And poor gwen. Won nothing other than that.. fashion voting thing. She deserves better. But kelly was her competitor in those awards that she was nominated for. So sad. OK PAISEH just checked the site and realized she won 3 awards ok sheesh. Don't feel sad for her anymore. Yay green day receiving the video of the year award now. Obviously they deserve it. Love their music(and their videos). Holla!

Family's going for dinner later at our regular haunt the hougang coffee shop. The steamboat there's awesome and the side dishes, my sweet and sour pork and the sa/sha bo/guo/dunno dou fu or something and the yum yum kailan/or whatever veg. We really must go there sometime someday. Ok byebye

oh WOO kelly's performing now. Since u've been gone. That's what i've been waiting for loh the finale. rock onnnn

ben stepped on your garbage at 4:17 PM