..Ben, Ben, Cal, Mel..

illusionment.. condoned

Yo.. Just got home! Caught Family Stone with tong and wy at cathay. It's a really nice flick ... yes i just totally indulge and enjoy such love flicks with unrealistic romances that always without fail conclude with a happy ending. It's really nice to have a bit of fantasy and fiction in our .. troubled busy world of work and more work. One of the greatest dreams that i always have.. is to lead a life like those shown in the movies. All the excitement.. adventure.. fun.. sadness.. joy.. that constantly one's life so interesting and meaningful. Honestly, i feel very sad whenever i think about my life right now, though it is getting more exciting. Guess it's because i lack the security of knowing that everything will end as perfectly as it has been planned. The happy-ever-after element. Haha.. getting all bluezy suddenly.

Well well.. Am i the only one who wishes to lead the life of an actor in those films? Seems highly shallow of a literature student that i am to indulge in such utopian fictitious world of fleeting clouds.. but still.. who can resist such precious beauty? The main actor of my movie.. a brilliantly captured.. film of my life. Of joy. and of course, love.

ben stepped on your garbage at 10:58 PM