..Ben, Ben, Cal, Mel..

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gosh did u guys know that so many ppl read our blog... i just discovered today that glen reads our blog!! but then shouldn't be surprised lar since i am so shamelessly advertising it on my msn nick.

mm have a lit essay to do this weekend... but dat should be about all for hw. yep so i managed to get into dance... and so i have to appeal (talk to both dance and band teachers) for the extra cca... but i'm worried about later. esp next year... like 2 syfs?!! then wad... so i choose either band or dance? i really think i'll like dance... and if i do happen to like dance as much as i think i will, then wat about band? so yes... as much as i have sworn loyalty to band before this and all other nonsense i'm gonna contradict myself and consider quitting band. but after going for band prac today i'm feel so torn again despite coming to a conclusion of quitting band if i happen to really like dance. i mean... the section is just so cool and so fun... and ahh the ppl are really nice. sobz i'm so sorry calvin and benny if i quit band... but ok i'll just see how it goes first... and maybe like after a few months then i'll decide. of course thats if i can even get past the appeal stage.

btw community service!! any one of u guys wanna do? after e student development lesson... of which it seemed that only i was listening -.- i realized that they're making it rather easy for us to do cip... so yep i'm interested in it. lolz lemme give u guys an idea of wat exactly i'm interested in... a commitment of perhaps maybe once a week plus minus to coach/teach/tutor children, or to interact with teens or to talk to old folks and similar unfortunate ppl stuff like that. yea so its not admin, its not fund raising nor is it just lending a hand to e centre to help out in cleaning or along those lines. i'm looking more for interaction... mm i think somehow (esp for young ppl) interaction will make a biggest difference cos they can see how they can become like u and really see u as someone they can follow. of course its not only they learning... but we learning also. aiya dono how to describe it. but then i know that for me, if i wait later into the year, i'll be bogged down with work and too busy to consider this CIP. but if i start now, while i'm still free, i'll be committed and even tho later in the year i'll be busy i've already committed and so i'll continue and still manage to cope. e whole point is starting and putting down e commitment.

so yep pls reply... then if like u guys are interested or something i can do some research... it's really really difficult doing it myself so :) definitely be glad if u guys wanna join. if u don't wanna join pls don't join (seriously) cos end up disillusioning everyone. -.- wanna join join don't wanna join don't join. simple kimple. my CT told us that she never believed in not being able to cope. somehow, i kinda believe in dat so even tho i predict that i'll be really bogged down i think i'll manage somehow... it's just a matter of actually getting down to it... and now that the opportunity has come up, i'm gonna try to take it. i've been thinking and talking empty words about CIP for so long... lemme try to put into action yea? (ok this is gonna sound so stoopid if i end up not doing anything about CIP at all... which is so typical of me. all my grand plans come to nothing -.-)

MeL stepped on your garbage at 6:21 PM