..Ben, Ben, Cal, Mel..

so free to blog

yay so happy blogging again!!! lolz no dota and no work = a lot more time for blogging. anyway i just watched finish troy... really great show the fight between hector and achilles is mega cool. lolz esp achilles' jump move... damn damn cool. bleh but then sad everyone just dies... e stoopid king of troy arh... always never listen to his sons and listen to his brainless apollo priest who anyhow spout nonsense. no wonder lose lar... e son ask him to burn the trojan horse he go bring it inside the city -.- huo gai arh!! no la not huo gai felt so sad for him when he's precious apollo temple got destroyed and he was so devastated.

suddenly i'm so self concious of my blogging... last time it was just u guys... as in i always knew there were other readers but i didn't really care... but now got so many ppl reading the blog and commenting on it that i'm finding myself writing what i want to be portrayed as instead of what i really am. then again, i realized it so like i'm trying to be myself and still conscious and bleh generally a big confusion in what i'm blogging about.

i changed my desktop bg from a picture of advent children to a picture of myself in my o'nite costume. lolz when my sister saw it she was like 'zi lian'. bleh not e first time i put a picture of myself on my comp anyway. narcissistic. mm when my bro first said the term narcissist i tot it was like a sea creature or something...

so yup generally excited to see my og tmr again altho i bet i'll prob just hang around and not really talk to anyone at all. forgot wat periods i have tmr also... so dono if i have like free time or something... and wat i'm gonna do if i have free time...

mm got dota!

MeL stepped on your garbage at 9:20 PM