..Ben, Ben, Cal, Mel..

tired...

wa today was tiring... how come arh... not say we exert a lot also. but during storyline so many ppl fell asleep after the outing. bleh i'm so tired writing this also...

but got things to write about :) guess wat!!!! my ct is my p4 english teacher!!! couldn't believe my eyes and was hesititating to confirm until she recognized one of the girls in class as a student she taught in rosyth before... gosh wat a coincidence... small world...wateva u wanna call it.

the outing today was fraught with rain... so couldn't carry out many of our stations. we played cherades instead which was generally quite fun... and funny also. -.- ok nvm stem from e same word wat am i talking about. aiya keep it brief not the outing wasn't too eventful i guess. night time was much more fun...

we played a bit of truth or dare... timo kept getting hit dono why. his last hit tho... i gave him a nasty truth question (lolz must remember this truth question very good!!! but then bleh very sensitive so i was thinking all along whether should ask or not... but in the end the rest of the og managed to twist it so that the question was quite ok) my question was... "among all the girls in our og... shoot one, sleep with one, and marry one" *shoot, shag, marry* question. killer. anyway it ended up with choosing the seniors that we knew... instead of choosing girls in the og... much better this way i guess. we had dinner and then we played some mind games (e.g. how many sheep jump over the wall... those kind of disgustingly-irritating-if-u-dono-e-answer questions) ened around 10 i think.

yup so i'm still really uncomfortable with the group... generally take a long time before i open up i guess... but i mean like... everyone there is so familiar with each other and they have their own group and i'm alone!!! ok maybe i'm just antisocial too. but as i said... they're nice ppl and pity we're probably gonna forget each other after orientation... no time to develop e friendships. of course we effort always can be made to keep things alive... but somehow i think that we'll jsut drift away eventually without being in same class, same cca i.e. regular meetings of any sort. in e end... i think it all boils down to how much memories friends share together... and 4 days definitely isn't much.

anyway was thinking about how me and my sis talk in the toilet... our toilets are adjacent and the ceiling above is kinda open space so we always talk when we are both in our respective toilets. and it is then we tell each other wat our day has been like... and yup generally get to know wats happening in each other's lives. such a small detail but immensely important in keeping a healthy relationship eh? lolz sorry if i'm naggy arh... but then thats wat a blog is too!! even tho we don't keep in contact much cos we have not much chance to talk to each other these days... the blog is like a platform we come back to so that we all know was happening in each other's lives. ok zz sorry if i sound so lecture-rive (OK WATEVA E WORD IS) e ideas just popped in my head when i was in the toilet as i shared my day with my sis.

sobz i swear i am not hinting anything to anyone ok!!! not u 3 or anyone else who read the blog... i'm not so twisted to beguile an ulterior motive in such smooth words ok... all this is really wat i feel!!!

MeL stepped on your garbage at 11:50 PM