..Ben, Ben, Cal, Mel..

World world world..

Yea.. Some people are just that.. No point wondering why they're who they are.. And as jc life has told me, there're simply too many kinds of people around here.. and to avoid unpleasantness, a forced smile devoid of any warmth has to be constantly flashed to everyone out there, regardless of what u think of them. Call it fake whatever.. but that's so necessary for survival. A simple withdrawal, conversation avoidance can lead to so much.. gossip false impressions and misunderstandings. Gets extremely exhausting at times.. but ah well! Amongst the many many acquaintances that you have, some will emerge as true friends whom u can totally rely on and bitch gossip criticise cheer rejoice screw around and have lots and lots of fun together. Hehe..

So well! Today's been quite a great day for me! Despite the fact that i'm the only one dozing off in tutorials and lectures, the classes aren't as bad as i expected them to be. I really like the teachers and the way they teach. They're so much better than Lowhore and CheenaHock. Lit and Geog are simply superb. Very interesting and engaging. Had my odac and interact interviews today.. Hope i didn't fare too badly. Really wanna join both clubs.. gonna be so so so damn happy if i get into both of them. Haha.. See how it goes!!!

And now i've got to do my math tutorial. Yes, tutorial ZERO. Never do it forever den so thick skinned sit at the first row stare straight into the tutor's face. Bloody shameless.. all suang's fault loh forever wanna sit in front. Everyone's table had paper with all the workings scribbled onto them and i have a blank piece of shit. Better do some questions today.. Otherwise tomorrow die liao.

.... Last thing.. Hmm.. feeling rather.. worried about not passing the scholarship interview.. don't even know when issit but im seriously very behind the others in studies.. but i'm gonna try my best anyway.. and it'll have to start with my completion of the tutorial. ok! cya guys!!

ben stepped on your garbage at 7:58 PM