..Ben, Ben, Cal, Mel..

zz my sis is so irritating

just got scolded again for playing games. don't enjoy now then enjoy when. not as if i dono how to manage my time. keep threatening to tell my dad and ask my dad take e comp out of my room deliver childish ultimatums like dat whine and bitch until like dat. disgusting. i would like to remind her about my results... but she'd probably just call me arrogant as she did with me when i refused to buy chocolate for her and argued with her about it. ugh.

bet if she read this she'll just flare up or something and say i'm rude maybe even complain to my dad or mum... but zz i'll take dat chance. at least she'll know how i feel. thats the problem with teens and maturity. they're not adult yet but ppl scold them for being childish when they watch cartoons and stuff... they're not children but ppl try to control their lives and think they don't know what they're doing. its no wonder teenagers have a whole set of problems to themselves.

bleh repercussions... wonder wat this post will cost if my sis reads it. think she reads my blog. anyway lets talk about school. had my dance audition today... think dance is really fun but really tiring too. maybe its just cos we had a run today (small 1.6 km run) but being e unfit person that i am, i was still tired out. e dance involved a lot of jumping and really a lot of practice so yep really quite tiring... i think i stand a good chance of getting in (feel so shameless saying this scully don't get in then so embarrassing) i hope. so yep quite tired out now... luckily there's not much hw to do.

zz still thinking of e stoopid incident. nvm better tink now and record my thots cos later arh my anger gone then i'll just happily forget everything. whenever i quarrel with my sis and bro, they'll all seek to hurt and spite (who doesn't in a quarrel) and one of e things they always turn to is e fact i'm from raffles. then they'll say something along e lines of "so u're from raffles tink u're so smart la!! damn rude tink u're damn clever" and stuff like dat. so freaking disgusting right?? such a low down and cheap thing to say just for spite.

aiya nvm shall sleep early, cos i'm tired. nothing much to do if i can't play games anyway. i wonder wat really makes me not want to make my sis pissed. e moment she raises her voice something just snaps... maybe it's habit (lolz must tell u guys how i was tortured when i was younger). so somehow i end up listening to her... and feeling really guilty if i don't. for my bro i'm quite ready to disagree with him... good and bad for dat also i guess...so strange huh one elder bro one elder sis but two different connections. so quarrels with my bro are usually more frequent but more light... while with my sis is really quite rare but e quarrels run deep... memorable ones. i had a 2-week cold war with my sis once...

sigh well tink i've said enough... so much which ought not to be said i probably spilled out but it's for e best? lolz even if it isn't just letting u guys know, plus i'm recording my feeling and thots. oh well.

MeL stepped on your garbage at 9:19 PM