..Ben, Ben, Cal, Mel..

cheated. deceived. pissed. rejected. left out.

why isit that the things i blog about are gloomy... ok it's quite logical really. recent state of mind is such that these seemingly small and silly things all hit so hard.

haiz ok actually wanted to blog about how i felt in the bus just feeling frustrated of having a piece of band life stolen away from me. lolz title is really hyperbole-ing wat i felt... but a little bit of each word ba.

but after dotaing i feel super empty and drained so bleh nothing to blog about already. wat a sucker dota is.

gaping vacuum inside... fill it with rich and succulent experiences of soul-rendering joy. and chickens and ducks and cows :) talk nonsense

MeL stepped on your garbage at 10:44 PM