..Ben, Ben, Cal, Mel..

mushroom outing :)

mm we went out today to celebrate zwing's birthday. one day belated but then i've never had qualms abt late birthdays lolz... anyway cha yeh had the rj performance and another guy was grounded so 4 of us only... we went to nydc for dinner and the food was ugh ok rather terrible and there were really so many awkward silences... but guess its inevitable that we are distanced.

but it was really great just meeting up with everyone again. feeling of warmth and everyone's just so willing to keep the group going and everything was smoothhhh. really treasure them and just wish that can become closer... they are ppl that i can count on for help when i need help but we've drifted such that we can hardly hold a convo without awkward silences and we're a little uncomfortable with each other (sobz or isit only me) and we don't share much and we don't know much about each other's everyday life.

we happened to mention blogs... think i was the one who asked if e rest kept blogs and they all didn't... quite a few thot blogging was stupid as i used to a few months ago. but i guess it's really useful in getting to know ppl better... to read other ppl's blogs and to get insights even tho they're really an inaccurate portrayal of self sometimes. guess a shared blog makes a lot more sense. lolz or am i just convincing myself.

another thing we discussed was what we wanted to do for the year... and wow i realized that i actually did almost everything that i wanted to. cip, pass napfa on first try (albeit my 2.4 was so pathetic) and other stuff... altho i think i have even more things i wanna do now that i actually planned out for myself.

so many changes. ahh work work.

MeL stepped on your garbage at 9:49 PM